Update from a Self-Analyst
01/16/09 E-Mail from: Mountain Software Writer//To fateanalysisguy@gmail
Just a note to let you know my Self-Analysis is progressing far better than I even expected. The 45 min sessions got to be a drag at about session 10. I see now see why you discouraged me from the two hour runs I thought would be a breeze. Also achieving a authentic depth level of free association did not kick in until I forced myself to stick to the plan whiter I felt like it or not. I imagined Freud with a an old time razor strap popping me one when I considered chucking it all. (My father tells me his father old country style actually ’strapped’ him. Some ancestor stuff here I think!) I am writing my dreams to file and then saving them for the evening appointment, I make with myself. One of my recurring dreams is: I am in a park-like place and get off my bike and feel frustrated when I discover I forgot or lost my laptop and can not get to work on it. I interpret this as representing both me in the self-analysis and my actual work world. I will try to get an update next month. -Mountain Software Writer Guy PS: Having fun with the Free “Szondy Test” I never believed any thing that looks so dumb could give me so many clues about myself. |
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Self-analysis. does require serious intentions, and a workable knowledge of what the process is. You need not embark on a extensive psychology theory study to act as your own self reorientator. |
| Don’t try to remember this. It will stick in your mind relative to what it means to you. There are no therapists or psychologists for hire at this site. You are your own therapist here. Self help is important. This is not always the orthodox view.
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Mixed into all this tongue in cheek characterizations are some things, that it is hoped will provoke you to some depth level thinking. It might encourage you to self-analyze.
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